Sabtu, 28 Februari 2015

Wonderland jungle (2)

Hi cinderella,
I was knocking on your castle door last night, why you don't opened?

I couldn't sleep, just thinking about this, about what you were thinking? 
What happened to you?

I thought that you are waiting for me,
Like what you said before, you are waiting for me to knocking on your castle door...so why you left me with more question in my head?

Evidently, you passed this wild wonderland jungle every night you want to see me

just want to see me, just want to give me a real kiss...dont you see, theres can be much wild animal dangered you.
Are you sacrifice yourself for me?
Almost every night cinderella...

Should i climb that castle to your private room?

I have to...
If you can sacrifice yourself for me, why i am not.

That wall so high cinderella,
I know you are inside, and still waiting for me...

I passed that wild wonderland jungle for several times if you want me to,
And i climb this wall even its makes my hands hurt.
Just to prove, i want to sacrifice myself like you have done for me.

When i am on the top,
I can see you cinderella, its you, yess you are.

But, why you look so sad, its not you cinderella
You never let yourself fall to crying,
You always being cheerful, you always can cover your sadness...
What are you crying for?
Can i hug you, hold your hand, keep you warm with me...

You close your face with your 2 hands,
And you are shaking, you crying too deep...

Hey...hey you 
I love you.

Is it make you feel better??



Sabtu, 14 Februari 2015

Wonderland jungle

"knock knock.."

"Who's there?"

"Cinderella is knocking..."

"Owh...hai cinderella"

"Would you let me in?"

"Of course...please"

He open the door, and i'm seeing him

"Thanks..."

"You are very welcome"

"I bring something for you to celebrate a little valentines day"

"Wow...What is that?"

I open my wicker basket, but i close it again with the red cloth, i just want to give him a little surprise that he can not see, but he can feel it.

First...
Hugging you, when you open the door

and then...
Kissing you.

Next...
There is you in my deepest heart.

"This is so suprising me...thank you very much...theres no word can tell my happiness...o wait, and i have something for you...please sit down"

While i am sitting down,
He is whispering on my left ear from my back...

I love you everyday, not only on valentines day

Kukuk kukuk...
Its twelve o'clock

"Okay Mr Nice Man, i have to go...i have back to my castle, back to my normal life...

and waiting you knocking on my castle door..."

"One day...

One day, i will knocking on your castle door..."














Because...Cinderella never left a pair of shoes, she left one of her shoe...








Senin, 02 Februari 2015

Cup of tea (part 6)

Hey you...

Yess you are...

Saya ingin kamu lihat,
Saya sudah mewarnai hampir semua kehidupan saya...
Seperti yang kamu bilang
Kamu menemani saya hingga semua ini berwarna
Kamu menepati janji, 
Menemani hingga mengajari saya memberikan warna yang tepat...
Dan kamu berhasil.

Hingga saya lupa, 
Terlalu senang dengan warna-warni ini
Saya lupa...
Kamu selalu kembali ke ruanganmu
sekadar memberi warna untuk ruangmu...kotak-kotakmu...
Saya tenggelam dengan warna-warni ini
Hingga saya merindukanmu mengajari saya mewarnai apapun...

Saya butuh kamu...
Untuk terus mengajari saya warna warna

Lantas,
Saya memutuskan untuk sedikit melihat ruanganmu, berbelok dan menyusuri jalan menuju ruangmu...

Kamu...disana
Di depan pintu ruangmu yang terbuka
Hanya diam berdiri memandangi ruangmu...

Saya mendekat,
Tak ada warna warna disana
Apapun...
Abu-abu
Usang...

Dimana?
Dimana warna warna itu?
Dimana kotak-kotakmu?
Dimana....

Saya tidak berani lebih dekat
Kamu bediri tanpa sadar saya di belakangmu...

Saya tak lagi lihat warna-warna di sisimu
Saya tak lagi lihat keajaibanmu memberikan warna...

Apa yang kamu rahasiakan?

Ingatkah kamu,
Kamu membentuk sebuah ruang, entah di sudut yang sejauh apa...
Ruang yang masih berlapis semen, 
abu-abu
Yang pasti ruang itu untuk kita warnai berdua...

Saya sudah mewarnai yang saya miliki
Tapi...
Kamu justru berhenti mewarnai
Hanya abu-abi dan hitam.

Hey you...
Masih mau kah kamu menuju ruang abu-abu yang kamu ciptakan, dan kita warnai sesuai mau kita?

Atau...
Kamu ingin saya membantu memoles warna untuk ruangmu, sesuai keinginanmu?

Masih kah kamu memanggil saya...
Bantuan.

Siapapun yang membaca ini
Saya ingin semua orang tau...
Hidup saya berwarna karena kamu ajari saya...

Tapi...
Saya masih merahasiakan, sesuai permintaanmu...
Bahwa kamu punya ruang warna dan saya pernah membantu memberikan warna
Pertama kali saya memberikan warna...
Di ruangmu.

Saya ingin semua orang tahu
Saya ingin siapapun apapun, memberitahumu tentang ini...






























Sincerely
Bantuan